Saturday, October 09, 2004
Oh gosh, after watching "confessions of a teenage drama queen" it reminds me sooo much of myself! I find myself a real drama queen at times.... exaggerating stuff but hey, every girl does have her drama moments right? i mean, yea it's like sometime you describe things with: "ah i can't live without this *blah*, without it i'll die, it'll suck the energy outta me, i dun wana live!" kinda crap but everyone DOES exaggerate at times and this is unavoidable. Maybe in my case i just happen to exaggerate more. heh
Take for instance my ever "adorable" classmate Kareen (kareen dun get mad ^_^"). She is a self proclaimed "CUTE girl" but hey! who has ever told her that!? just kidding she is a very nice girl and very kind and she didn't mean to say she's cute literally but tt's one kind of exaggeration. Another example - me. the all mighty me who likes to bitch around everyone beside me. you know, i've beginning to find myslf more gossipy and less tolerant of others. I need to practise inner calm and zen if tt's what it takes to make me less vulgar and bad-tempered. Mood swings are also part of my routine now... i duno if it's the hormones but i DO need a change of personality.
For all those i've bitched about i'm sorry. I need to take this opportunity to ask everyone's opinions about me. Don't worry, i'm will not make any threats or bash u up. I just wan to know after 18 yrs of my life what have i given people and what i need to change on. I'm writing this not becoz' i received shock or am traumatized but just that i feel i need to do a survey. It doesn't hurt knowing a little more about u and perhaps people mught have perceived me as a ignorant BIATCH for as long as i was born!
People, i appeal to you, please write comments for me at my COMMENT column and write the truth - no matter how long i've met u. This is a testimonial and i shall not retaliate or harm you. I need honest opinions - be it good or bad. I can take it. I want to know whether i am really such a drama queen and whether i'm such a fake person.
What i've learnt from the movie: "Reality is much better than fantasy itself" I really need to take this in mind... no more shoji and no more mad thinking. i need to think practical - think straight. sure the yaoi can still continue.. no harm in that but ok, time to get serious. i'm 18 for goodness sake!!! i need to grow up. i need to be independent.
Thank you for all those who made my 18 years of life fun and interesting. I'm glad to have known all of you all.
P.s: remember post a comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take for instance my ever "adorable" classmate Kareen (kareen dun get mad ^_^"). She is a self proclaimed "CUTE girl" but hey! who has ever told her that!? just kidding she is a very nice girl and very kind and she didn't mean to say she's cute literally but tt's one kind of exaggeration. Another example - me. the all mighty me who likes to bitch around everyone beside me. you know, i've beginning to find myslf more gossipy and less tolerant of others. I need to practise inner calm and zen if tt's what it takes to make me less vulgar and bad-tempered. Mood swings are also part of my routine now... i duno if it's the hormones but i DO need a change of personality.
For all those i've bitched about i'm sorry. I need to take this opportunity to ask everyone's opinions about me. Don't worry, i'm will not make any threats or bash u up. I just wan to know after 18 yrs of my life what have i given people and what i need to change on. I'm writing this not becoz' i received shock or am traumatized but just that i feel i need to do a survey. It doesn't hurt knowing a little more about u and perhaps people mught have perceived me as a ignorant BIATCH for as long as i was born!
People, i appeal to you, please write comments for me at my COMMENT column and write the truth - no matter how long i've met u. This is a testimonial and i shall not retaliate or harm you. I need honest opinions - be it good or bad. I can take it. I want to know whether i am really such a drama queen and whether i'm such a fake person.
What i've learnt from the movie: "Reality is much better than fantasy itself" I really need to take this in mind... no more shoji and no more mad thinking. i need to think practical - think straight. sure the yaoi can still continue.. no harm in that but ok, time to get serious. i'm 18 for goodness sake!!! i need to grow up. i need to be independent.
Thank you for all those who made my 18 years of life fun and interesting. I'm glad to have known all of you all.
P.s: remember post a comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vuitton pen, 10/09/2004 01:23:00 PM.
